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lilymae · 10-26-2006, 10:36 PM

i look at the cuts and scars that cover me and part of wants to do more but this time make it last take my life but another part wants to yell help and tell someone whats going on these two parts are only two of the many sides of me that i constantly do battle with and im just so tired of fighting and losing because even when i win the losses still far out number the wins i wish i could just be happy like i used to be whatever happend to that person where is she ill tell you what shes dead she died along time ago i have no hope left this is my goodbye but when im gone dont not feel guilty there was nothing you could have done to stop me goddbye and to i wish goodluck i hope you win the fight that i have lost farewell

10-26-2006, 10:36 PM	#1 (permalink)
lilymae Member Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: dallas tx Posts: 83	cuts i look at the cuts and scars that cover me and part of wants to do more but this time make it last take my life but another part wants to yell help and tell someone whats going on these two parts are only two of the many sides of me that i constantly do battle with and im just so tired of fighting and losing because even when i win the losses still far out number the wins i wish i could just be happy like i used to be whatever happend to that person where is she ill tell you what shes dead she died along time ago i have no hope left this is my goodbye but when im gone dont not feel guilty there was nothing you could have done to stop me goddbye and to i wish goodluck i hope you win the fight that i have lost farewell