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The first year was tough for me. Everyone acting crazy and no anesthetic. Got lucky I guess, might have been more afraid of that first drink than all the other insane crap that was going on in my life, and believe me, there was plenty.
I also remember a time a few years before that year when I felt AA wasn't helping me enough with my marraige. I must have made the right choice cause I no longer have a marraige to worry about. The divorce was an educational experience; I have a new appreciation for my capacity to feel insanely horrible and come up with huge sums of money on short notice at the same time. Some doors are harder to shut than they are to open.
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"I was violating my standards faster than I could lower them!"
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