| not healing fast enough
it's been 3 months and i'm not feeling much better right now. I can't tell you how much i really want to just get f*k'd up and leave my husband. I'm not happy enough, organized enough, helpful enough and whatever else enough. And I don't think going to AA meetings every day is going to help me have more time to get more organized or do more housewife/mom stuff. I'm dying inside and I was really hoping that AA would help but my husband says he doesn't think I'm trying hard enough to get better.
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