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thanks notkernels, I appreciate that very much. I have 20 years in this year and have considered retiring from law enforcement, but I doubt if I will. Being a cop is all I've ever done, except for my time in the Army. I was a paratrooper in the Army back in the early 80's but I've been a cop since 86. I'll probably stay with it as long as I'm able to keep going.

Sometimes I still struggle with this hydrocodone thing. It keeps calling me back and it's hard to fight it at times. Especially when my injuries act up and start hurting pretty bad. So far I have refused to take any hydro's though. This forum and the people in here have given me the strength to fight the temptation. I thank God that I found this forum. I honestly don't think I could have made it this far without the wonderful people in here. And the best thing that I have found in here is that the people don't care if I am a cop. They treat me the same as everyone else and I appreciate that more than I can say. I don't find that anywhere else. Usually when people find out that I'm a cop they treat me much differently, like I'm an alian from Mars or something. But the people in here are different and that means a lot to me. Thanks to everyone........

DAY 40!!!!!!!!!

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