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Friend of Bill, I'm so sorry to hear that you are hurting as a result of alcoholism. Since I've seen you around this website before I'm sure you've heard that it takes time and we can't force anyone to finally "get it" so we can only pray for healing of those still suffering.
I don't believe that going up to everyone and saying "I'm sorry I hurt you by acting like a screw up" is going to solve anyones' problems. I don't believe that their forgiveness will solve mine either. I was then taught that it's the ACT of MENDING the relationship that is important in AMEND not the words of any apology.
So in that respect, I'm trying to make amends where I can. I'm trying to be a more caring and patient mom and a calmer and happier wife. I love my family and I'm trying to show it.
I pray that your son's father find his way and is able to begin to show his love to your son and also to you as the mother of his son.
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