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Bozo · 09-15-2006, 05:50 PM

not too much to say though. 9 months ago I made a bad decision by picking prescription painkillers over my Higher Power.

And of course, now I am in a jam.

For some reason or another I am paralyzed with fear to go to an AA meeting or a NA meeting.

I just cant let my wife and kids know about this, I need to somehow put this horrible mistake behind me and try to find myself again.

The tattered horse in the "Velveteen Rabbit" was right.

Sometimes it hurts to become real.

Thank you all for your kind thoughts and inquiries, I will try to keep posting and with your help, maybe I can get out of this insanity I have started.

Mike

09-15-2006, 05:50 PM	#4 (permalink)
Bozo On The Bus Join Date: May 2004 Location: Brattleboro, Vt. Posts: 475	I'm Back not too much to say though. 9 months ago I made a bad decision by picking prescription painkillers over my Higher Power. And of course, now I am in a jam. For some reason or another I am paralyzed with fear to go to an AA meeting or a NA meeting. I just cant let my wife and kids know about this, I need to somehow put this horrible mistake behind me and try to find myself again. The tattered horse in the "Velveteen Rabbit" was right. Sometimes it hurts to become real. Thank you all for your kind thoughts and inquiries, I will try to keep posting and with your help, maybe I can get out of this insanity I have started. Mike __________________ Signature made by my son Alex.