[skippy69]

Hi Blueline, Ive been reading your posts, and it brings back so many memories of the awful withdrawal i went thru. You see, ive detoxed many times on my own, and each time is worse. Ive been clean now 40 days! I really feel that im going to do it this time. I pray you dont make the same mistakes i have, and believe the lie that you are ok and can take one pill some other day. The addiction will try and trick you many ways, so be aware of that. Remember there is nothing so bad that a pill wont make worse, believe me! Try to enter a program like NA that will teach you about your addiction, and more importantly, you will meet other addicts who genuinely care about what you are going thru. Ive met the most wonderful people in AA & NA. We come from all walks of life, there is no descrimination when it comes to addiction. NONE!! It takes a strong person to stop cold turkey, so dont ever think you are weak. Anybody can use drugs, but it takes strength, courage, and God to stop. Dont ever think you dont need people, and that you are "ok", always know that the addiction is there, but let it know that you are in control of your life now. Im really happy for you, and keep positive, and get plugged in to a program that suits you. God Bless you.

Skippy