Wow...I can sure relate.What worked for me was to bring it up at meetings.Naturally,after I talked about it,people offered numbers.It was easier for me than approaching individuals.Of course,I still had to make the effort to pick up the phone...but at least I had the numbers
I have trust issues too.But when I needed my next fix,I found a way around it.Taking a leap of faith in recovery works much better....it really does
Hugs
phoenix