[wingsfree]

It's a little over two months since I started using anti-d's, everything is so much better, but now and then I feel that weight the old feelings hit like a ton of bricks, even in the middle of the night. It does pass after a few hours, but it's like the old me the one who's been tormenting me for to long, the one I've been so used to living with for way to long is screaming to get out again, ugh I can't stand the thought of that ever happening again, the thought of it is darn scarey.

Have any of you experienced this? Is this common? Is it because I've only used them a couple months? I see my Dr again in Nov, but wanted to check in here to see what some may think about this. The good news is I haven't drank at all, nor want to, phewwwwww to that.

Funny thing to I was scared half to death of using any kind of pill, now today I'm scared to stop using them, lordy.

Thanks for reading my message, any replies would be greatly appreciated.