[Crashnburn]

Aren't you just getting clean/sober? I really am quite confused, not trying to be unkind. I must be missing something.

I added a little bit to my post. I'm alone. Not twelve stepping. I found this forum by accident.
I got clean by myself. My SO though very supportive was just as good at enabling.

(? I don't purchase presents for my boss - I contribute to a group present or card.... sometimes - just FYI).

We were friends for over a decade.

Thanks for both of your replies.