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Ok, I read your post a while back..I agree with you. I know that I should flat out say no...
I'm scared, I fold fast..Have trouble saying no..
She'll try to manipulate me out of paranoia. I've seen lots of her financial data...
She's got money, but is on some serious meds (opiates) and suffers possibly worse PTSD than I do. Looking back on it I suspect that's how we hooked up in the first place..
Another friend told me it sounds like she collects damaged people, & uses money to manipulate them...Sounds right to me.
They like people working with them that use. I've noticed there's nobody clean there...
I think I need help with my doormat issues.
I'm already worried about her reaction..Should I be? Should I be concerned about salvaging the friendship..? She throws fits, temper tantrums, & the like.
I still feel weak. I've done nothing less than change my whole lifestyle. I even quit wearing makeup...Everything.
I do want approval... Why do I care? How do I stop?
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