Some of you know fm the Mental Health forum about my other illness & the treatments I have been going through...I am feeling so guilty today..
I have been so tired and yesterday went out to 2 f2f meetings 'cause i haven't been for so long - & I had to do my footwork to try to find a ride for my next treatment on Mon...I am so independant this is difficult for me..I realize how much I have been isolating taking care of XBF(who had a stroke 3yrs ago - codie forum I guess)..That there is no one I feel comfortable asking...My old sponsor gave me a ride to the 1st one, my "new" sponsor - haven't really hooked up with yet, doesn't drive.
Blah Blah Blah...I am feeling guilty because my dog - REALLY wants to go down to the beach - It is a beautiful day, but I am so tired fm yesterday I just want to stay in..but she hasn't been there for a few days and deserves it...Maybe I'll have a nap and pray I feel refreshed enough to take her when I wake up..Blah Blah Blah - just venting
Poor me, Poor me, Pour me another Drink
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IT WORKS !!
(Ch 5 Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous)