I agree, upanddownjj;
It's important to be responsible for ourselves. I went through what you did with multiple meds and being stoned out of my mind. I won't go there again!
I believe my doc and I are partners in my health care. He has expertise on meds and health; I have expertise on ME. Neither of us works effectively without the other.
And I, too, feel like I have the best doc in the world!
Shalom!