Ghostdog....
So many mental health issues over-lap into another one. It's hard to tell.
Hoobie seems to be on the right track with OCD. Perhaps you have a dual diagnosis of depression with OCD.
I truly believe that most addicts/alcoholics have some 'tendencies' towards OCD. It's our stinkin' thinkin' that got us into our messes in the first place.
We are creative, master manipulators. Sounds like if you don't get help soon, you will have manipulated yourself into a relapse or something worse!
Prayerfully yours,
Mackie
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