I understand. I was impaired by anxiety when it was prescribed for me, couldn't function. But I was put on a daily dose significantly higher than yours. It worked for a long time. And enabled me to live normally...did I say normal?! I mean I was able to work and carry on the semblance of a normal life. I have just been on it for way too long. And it doesn't work anymore. And became quite a monkey on my back.
When I needed it and it worked, it was a miracle for me...a much needed one.
And I was medicallly supervised.