| Back from Berlin - depression rearing it´s head
Hello to everyone kind enough to give me support and answering my posts.
I´m back from a wonderful and successful trip to Berlin. I loved the city; haven´t visited since I was a wild teeanger and thrown out of the city by the German police. How wonderful to be back to a place where you´ve been out of control and discover how great it is to visit places sober and in control. In short, it was a business and pleasure combined and both aspects turned out very well.
However, I did something I feel ambivilent about. I visited a concentration camp and I haven´t been able to sleep since. Rarely have I experienced such a raw emotion and intense pain. I wonder if I ever get over the things I saw.
On a lighter note, the scandale and soap-opera between Schroeder and Berlusconi made me laugh...
On returning, I also got a notice from one of the companies with whom I do business: Because of the recession they are not able to continue our collaboration, so it´s back again searching, looking and finding another company, otherwise I loose quite a bit of my income.
But the last can be a blessing in disguise. I was becoming tired and drained of the beforementioned collaboration and I have a feeling I will find something better. I will, as usual, do the footwork and put my Higher Power to work.
I hope to hear from all of you. How have you been and how was your fourth of July?
Looking forward to hear from you. I missed you.:shades:
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Lilya
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